Child's Play

The Universe has a definite sense of humour.

Just when I’d pretty much figured that my days of enjoying Daddy/little girl play were past I find myself involved with a Daddy Dom.

Of course there are so many positive things about Daddy/little girl play. The nurturing, the moments of silly mischievousness, being read to…

A little girl could get used to such things.

::grin::

I suppose the only downsides I can see to Daddy/little girl play is the possibility of getting stuck in that single dimension of D/s.

I mean, I adore those moments of playfulness, and who doesn’t like being nurtured and pampered? But, is it something I could live with on a fulltime basis?

I think that's highly unlikely. I’ve never been all that one-sided as a person. I have many interests, many moods, and many surprisingly varied needs. Not to mention the sides to my personality I haven’t even begun to discover yet.

I’m not looking for a D/s relationship that traps me in one role. A relationship that casts me as only the Ingénue is going to leave a large part of me malnourished.

It’s not that I particularly see this happening with my present dom, it’s just that in the back of my mind I’m aware of the limitations of getting locked into one form of D/s interaction. I suppose I’m thinking of this now mainly because R. and I spent a good portion of our time this weekend involved in Daddy/little girl dynamics. It comes natural to us, and we seem to draw an inordinate amount of satisfaction from it.

I definitely enjoy letting my inner-child out to play.

But there’s also an inner-slavegirl, and a inner-kitty; not to mention some inners that haven’t been out to play yet.

::grin::

At the moment I don’t have any particular fear that those other sides of me will be neglected; I suppose I just felt the need to give them an opportunity to whisper I’m here, I’m here…

It’s tough being a complicated submissive…

But a whole bunch of fun too.

I like to think my dom agrees.

::contented sigh::